The most embarassing moment i have ever

I was thinking and thinking what was the most embarrassing situation in my life and nothing came to my mind. When i thought that i am one of the few, lucky persons that doesn’t has to pass throw this, i remember something. This came slowly, very slowly to mi head. Probably was something that i wanted to erase, but now it’s completely clear.

This happened last year, when i was studding in bachillerato. The thing is we were in strike because the general education situation in Chile (horrible) and that black day - i can’t remember the exact date, thankfully- there was a meeting to decide if we were going to follow asking for our demands or if we were to return to classes.

So, in this moment i had the bad, painful, horrible idea of raise the hand up. So, all the 300 people that were around me wanted to hear what i wanted to say. In this very moment, i suffer, like i say, a assault of panic. Horrible.

I couldn’t breathe, i couldn’t think, i did speak correctly -because i couldn’t breathe-, and the worst was that the i had perception problem, i can`t explain it well, but was like if i was high or something. Horrible. And i don’t know why!!!, i mean, i always have problems to speak in public, i always blush like a tomato, but this was different.

Well, the other people just look at me like wandering “why?” and “what?” and “how?”, etc. and then they just follow with the meeting…thankfully, because I don’t wanted comments.

And that’s all. This happened in a awful day, in the worst week the world remember, with 300 people of witness, and mainly this was a day the world should forget and never, ever to return to remember, for the good of humanity.